"It hardly feels like a loss less like regret cut me a smile the beauty is dead jaded by routine and now the laughter's gone look in her eyes I can see she's lost speak the words I want to hear only heard the words I used to feel it hurts to be alone I'm lonely with you bounded by a shallow heart self-fed lies prevent us from a new start all the while sacrificing parts of ourselves look away continue to hide thin walls and glass ceilings provide no boundaries at all committed to cyclic patterns repeating over and over and over again setting your eye on the prize finding out it's always just a little bit less than you could have hoped for..."So This Is How It Feels
"Morning comes and thoughts of late last night are quickly forgotten convictions gone almost as easily as the events that brought them will I ever be good enough for you again should I have to pay for my mistakes forever it hurts the most when I hear your voice at night in my dreams to realize that I couldn't have you it hurts so much to believe I lie here thinking how you brought out the best in me back then that I've had so many nights to think of what we could've been sitting here knowing it's late wanting to call yet I wait scared to put myself out there again so far from home you're all I've wanted all along you gave me something to believe in again that I'm afraid to try but I can't stop myself this time promise me that you'll be there when I open my eyes I'm tired now just want to rest myself across from your face I'm broken now by own faults guess that's the price I have to pay..." |
